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So, I decided to try this archive thing a go. It's a pain to do it but It's going to be a help in navigating because I write in so many different fandoms.

one thing: everything above R rating is going to be friends-locked in some near future and in the future probably all of my fiction will be locked. But don't worry, just post a comment here and I will friend you.

EDIT: I had to cut the archive into parts (because I wrote too much!) so here are the old stories and everything with TV fandoms.

ANIME/MANGA  fandoms are here

ORIGINAL  FICTION: is here (under construction)

SUPERNATURAL        ( written between 2006 -2008)

Sins and Desires series :
it's pure and simple p0rn. As much kink as I could possibly sqeeze into it.
pairing: John/Dean/Sam and any variation of those three
Rating: heavy NC-17

Taking Orders: “The air is hot and heavy and he feels lightheaded, like there’s not enough air in the room. His eyes sting, too dry to be kept open this long, but he is afraid to blink, afraid to even breath deeper. Afraid he’s going to loose this sight, to miss something”

Keeping Secrets: “He pushes the door open a bit and looks inside. The sight makes his jaw drop. He’s not even watching the door, not noticing when they swing open. He can only stare at the scene in front of him. Totally transfixed. In equal parts disgusted and aroused.”

Out of Reach: Bobby always watched John’s younger boy. Because there was always something special about him. Something beautiful and seductive.

Adrenaline: John. Dean. After mission adrenaline.

Use me: It’s because [profile] plutogirl10 requested a Dean/Sam fic with a pain kink and a dildo. I know it’s was supposed to be a Christmas gift but… I still hope you will like it.

Stand alone stories:

Forgive and Forget: There are things Sam will forgive, but there are things he won’t, too.
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17

In the dark: In the dark, you can see only the outline of his naked form, all hard muscles and soft skin. He is a man, a big and strong man and you are taken aback by it, because somehow, in your mind he was always so much smaller
Pairing: John/Dean
Rating: NC-17

Second Chances: Out of the whole Winchester family, John always expected Dean to be the one to accept the inevitable death, the loses their fight brought. He never expected Dean to fight like this. To turn for help to the very same powers he fought before. But it seemed, John didn’t know a whole lot about his sons…
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
1 2

Weapon of Choice: A case turning out to be a set up. Sam taken away from him. An enemy he can’t identify. Father that struggles to understand. Dean, alone, fighting to save his brother from power no one can really understand.
Sam/Dean, lots of OC
Rating: NC-17
Book I:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14a 14b 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22
Book II:
Interlude 23 24 25 26 27 28 (Work In Progress)

   (written 2007)

Trust me:  We all have our demons. Some we wear on our faces, some we hide inside.
Jason Gideon / Dr. Spencer Reid, rating NC-17

CSI: Las Vegas     
(written in 2005)

Unbound: sometimes when the night gets too dark, and world too cruel, even Gil Grissom has to let go.
Pairing: Gil Grisson/Kick Stokes, NC-17, Warnings: rough sex, slight BDSM and d/s themes.

Unfullfilled: The aftermath of a night of comforting passion, and pain that didn’t really go away.
Paring: Gil Grisson/Kick Stokes, NC-17, Warnings: rough sex, slight BDSM and d/s themes. Sequel to Unbound

VAN HELSING               
(movie, written 2005)

Full moon rising: During they way back to Rome, Carl learns that there is much more to Van Helsing that meets the eye. And learns things that are better unsaid… PWP,
Pairing: Gabriel/Carl, NC-17, in progress
Part 1, Part 2    Work in progress

  (written in 2005)

Misled: Dylan teaches Tyr the chain of command and Harper gets and eyeful. PWP.
Pairing: Dylan/Tyr, Harper, NC-17

Out of Time: Sometimes it's only the silence of the night that makes him do it. Other times it's only the naked need that drives him out of his quarters.
Pairing: Dylan/Tyr, NC-17

The Change series:

The Change of Things: Dylan can no longer stand silently by and watch Rhade grieve.
Pairing Dylan/T. Rhade, PG-13

The Change Of Mind
: Sequel to “The Change Of Things.” Rhade isn’t the only one who doesn’t have anything to lose.
Pairing: Dylan/T.Rhade, mild R

The Change of Heart: follow up to the two above.
"And although I know I should hate you, I can’t! It only makes me hate myself more"
Pairing: Dylan/T.Rhade, PG-15

STARGATE SG-1            
  (tv-show, written in early 2005)

Fear series:
Paring: Jack/Daniel

Fear of Light: He comes to me only in darkness… Warnings: slight s/m, NC-17

Fear of Darkness: I haunted his office, the corridors in a barely recognizable hope to see him, meet him, find anything that would remind me of him. But every scrap of memory, every room that I remembered him there, every echo of conversation long past, made me only realize so much more clearly that I needed him. R

Fear of Fire: I hated him for his cruelness, craved him like a drug, feared the ease with which he made me feel, the way only he could take me there to that place where the colors were sharp and my body alive with need… R

(tv-shows, written 2004/2005 )

Bed of Thorns: Methos is forced to take a Challenge, that leaves him in a strange state of mind and darkness threatens to overwhelm him. Is Duncan able to help? Is he even going to try, especially since the friendship they once shared, doesn't exist anymore? And maybe there is something more between them?
Pairing: Duncan/Methos, NC-17, Warnings: violence, memory of torture and rape, self mutilation.
Chapters: Prologue, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18-19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, Epilogue.

Underneath the Thorns

  (written somewhere around 2005)

Give into Me: There is something amiss with Elrohir and Elladan. Erestor is worried and asks his close friend to help the twins. Legolas does it, in his own wicked way. A great BDSM saga that was supposed to be a one-shot.  NC-17, before the movie
Warnings: BDSM, D/s themes (slight), angst, incest.
Pairings: final: Elrohir/Elladan/Legolas; Erestor/Lindir. Other during the story: Elrohir/Legolas, Elrohir/Elladan, Erestor/Legolas/Lindir.
Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4 ,5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14       (work in progress)

CROSSOVERS: X-men/Angel     
(written in       )

Souls on Fire: When Angel met an extremely sexy stranger in the nite club one night, he never suspected the auburn haired Cajun would change his life so drastically.
Pairing: Angel/Remy, Angel/Soike, Remy/Logan
Chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22  (work in progress)

      (movies/anime written 1999-2004)  geh I was a kid then so forgive me the quality!

Bitter-sweet coffee: He just doesn’t feel like sleeping…
Pairing: Logan/Remy, Rating PG-13

Underneath the Lies: Logan is a secret agent for the FBI gathering evidence against the mob. Remy is a spy hired by gangsters to become Logan's lover and spy on him. However, things go a little different than planned. There is not much action, just romance. Well kind of.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, Rating: NC-17, AU
Part 1 Part 2

The Gift: Logan fulfills Remy’s fantasies. Warnings: graphic m/m sex. D/s themes. BDSM. Logan as a sub. My first foray into this theme. Pairing: Logan/Remy, NC-17.

What friends are for: Logan has a plan how to help certain depressed teammate. Oh boy!
Pairing: Logan/Remy LeBeau/Robert Drake NC-17, threesome

Lost in you: regret. Logan watching over a hurt Remy.
This fic is a prequel to my crossover story: Souls on Fire.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, PG-13

Watching: Logan is a limo driver of a high class, male prostitute. Every night he watches his beautiful boss in the rearview mirror. Warning: AU, violence, smut
Pairing: Logan/Remy, NC-17
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Epilogue

Bring me back to life: Remy, estranged from the x-men fater the Trial, stumbles upon someone interesting. Pairing: Bobby/Logan; Remy/Bobby later Remy/Logan, NC-17, AU
Chapters: 1-3, 4   dropped

Tell me: Unofficial continuation to “The Dance” by Mac O’Roni. Remy died due to injuries suffered during one of the x-men missions. Now, six months later a young man that looks incredibly like him shows up on the Mansion footstep.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, PG-13, AU
Chapters: Prologue, 1  dropped

Making a Choice: Logan and Remy are sent on a mission together. Things happen, and Gambits past catches up with him. Warnings: rape, AU, violence. The usuall
Pairing: Logan/Remy
Part 1
, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5      (it was my first fic, oh my god...)

Black Roses series
Logan/Remy, NC-17 for all

When the madness stops: Two men that don’t want to face their desires and a sleepless strange night.

Black Roses:  Logan comes back from his month long absence willing to make things work with Remy but one can't hurt the Cajun and go unpunished.

Turn Around: You can forgive, but can you forget?

fandoms yet to be put up:


The devil within

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Date: 2008-02-18 12:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] magser.livejournal.com
Hey i would love to be added if you dont mind....
my date of birth is (dont tell anyone,i feel old enough):10/01/69

Date: 2008-02-18 03:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
hi! done!

Reading list for fics

Date: 2008-02-18 12:27 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] redina
Please add me for access to reading your fics. Thank you. I was born in 1978 and will turn 30 in March.

Date: 2008-02-18 12:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chainedinbeads.livejournal.com
Could you please friend me so I can keep reading your fic? Thanks.

My dob is 8/27/1960

Date: 2008-02-18 04:44 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-02-18 01:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] johnnyjosh.livejournal.com
I know I haven't had a chance to comment you yet *kinda new around here still* I would like to be added so I can enjoy your work

Date: 2008-02-18 04:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
Thanks, you are added!

friend me please

Date: 2008-02-18 07:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scaley4.livejournal.com
I love your stories and I was born 3-21-79.

P.S. Weapon of Choice is awesome!

Re: friend me please

Date: 2008-02-18 10:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
he he he, thanks so much :) and you are added, enjoy :)

Re: friend me please

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Date: 2008-02-18 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jeeronie.livejournal.com
Actually, I'm really happy you did this archive because I always print fics to read and until recently made the stupid mistake of not putting the authors names.
I had no idea that sins and desires was a series although some of the first SPN fics I read are from it and really got me hooked on SPN fandom.
Sooooo, only now I realize that some of my favorite stuff of LotR and SPN is actually yours 'cause I see the titles in this list :)
I really like your work and would love to see more of it if you let me.
Thank you

Date: 2008-02-18 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
I did the same thing! The printing stuff and then went through sheer hell to find a fic I liked again :)

about LOTR fic - it's still unfinished but recently I started thinking about again so who know? I want to ask your oppinion. Since it was a WHILE back that I wrote it some chapters are not quite up to par with my current standrds yet it's hard to find a beta for 120+ pages of text. Should I post it as it is now and then slowly update the re-betaed parts or wait untill it's wholly edited?

ah and you are friended!

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Date: 2008-02-19 10:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gemini72au.livejournal.com
Could you friend me? I'd love to be able to continue reading your SPN fics. "Weapon of Choice" is one of my favourites in the fandom.

Date: 2008-02-19 11:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gemini72au.livejournal.com
Crap, I forgot to give my DOB 8/6/72. Sorry.

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Date: 2008-03-09 05:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmedra.livejournal.com
Heya, could you friend me? My DOB is 9/6/88 =) Thanks!

Date: 2008-03-09 08:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
addedd! enjoy the fics and don't forget to comment once in a while :)

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Date: 2008-03-10 12:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] espadas.livejournal.com
I'd like to be added, too. I'm interested in your fiction, because I like the way you use your words.

I was born in october 1987, as you can (possibly?)read in my userinfo, too. <3

Date: 2008-03-10 10:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
in your profile it's only 10-01, but I assume it does not mean 2001 :)

you are already added, enjoy the reading and don't forget to drop a comment here and there :)))

Date: 2008-03-11 01:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selenna.livejournal.com
I really want to read your r-rated Loveless ficlets, would you mind adding me? My birthdate is 11/04/1986, I'll turn 22 next month

Date: 2008-03-11 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
ok, i'm adding you now. wnjoy!

Date: 2008-03-12 05:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elliannna.livejournal.com
Hi, i friended you because i'd love to read the rest of your fic, and don't want to miss any updates.

My DOB is 16/12/1973

Date: 2008-03-12 08:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sure thing, you are added!
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Re: Hello!

Date: 2008-03-22 03:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
ok, I already added you.
glad to see that someone is following my writing :) I will do my best to write another chapter of Weapon of Choice. Also I have been considering continuing Lotr fic recently :)

have fun!

Friends List request

Date: 2008-03-24 10:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] klausvarg.livejournal.com
Hi. I would like to be added as a friend please. I was born in August 1970 so I'm old enough to read the adult stuff. Thanks, KV.

Re: Friends List request

Date: 2008-03-24 10:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
no problem, you are added! Enjoy reading and leave a comment :)

Friend me! Bday: July 24th 1987

Date: 2008-03-24 08:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ksha2222.livejournal.com
Please friend me so I can read the fics. :) Thanx!

Re: Friend me! Bday: July 24th 1987

Date: 2008-03-24 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sure thing. You are added already. You can read everything I have posted :)

enjoy and don't forget to comment :)

To be added please

Date: 2008-03-25 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cheetahsspot.livejournal.com
I assure you that I might be old enough to read these. 3.31.1976 At least in age.

Thank you

Re: To be added please

Date: 2008-03-25 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
Hi! you are added! enjoy reading and comment sometimes!

Date: 2008-03-25 11:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leilanivanous.livejournal.com
Hi! Please friend me back. I really want to read your Bed of Thorns. Thanks in advance

Date: 2008-03-25 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leilanivanous.livejournal.com
Born in 1979. Going 30. Is it enough?

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Date: 2008-03-26 02:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tygrrlyli.livejournal.com
Just telling you I've friended you to stalk your Spn fic ^_^ That's all.

Date: 2008-03-26 10:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
ow, thanks! I added you too, so that you can actually see the friends locked posts :)

Date: 2008-03-27 07:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yaythegayemocar.livejournal.com
Hi, I would love to be able to read your fics.


Date: 2008-03-27 10:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
no wirries, you are added. enjoy :)

frinds are fun.

Date: 2008-03-28 03:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fantailshrimp.livejournal.com
Hi, I'd like to be your friend and not just because I want to read all your nauty fics. ;)


Re: frinds are fun.

Date: 2008-03-28 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sure thing, I added you. Still, I do hope you'll enjoy the nauty fics, too LOL

f locked

Date: 2008-04-04 07:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quik-n-da-dead.livejournal.com
I was trying to read some of your stories, but they are f-locked, could ya please add me, I promise I saw 21 come and go an embarrassingly long time ago.

Re: f locked

Date: 2008-04-04 02:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
you have been added. Enoy :)

Date: 2008-04-06 05:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayame-kazutaka.livejournal.com
Could you please friend me so I can keep reading your fic? Thank you very much!!!!!!

Date: 2008-04-06 11:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sure thing! you are added.

enjoy the reading and dont forget to comment :)

Date: 2008-04-07 09:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] corpsemistress.livejournal.com
Hi! I'd love to read more of your fics, so please add me?
I'm born on October 31st (yay, Halloween!!!), 1983

Date: 2008-04-07 09:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
Hi, sure thing. You are added. Read and comment all you want :) Any particula fandom you are interested in?

Date: 2008-04-19 08:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] d347h-1-4m.livejournal.com
Could you add me too? I get to know your great talent first reading LotR stries and later X-Men. they were great.
my DOB is 18/08/84
oraz też jestem z Polski ^^

Date: 2008-04-21 06:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
hej! Miło mi poznać rodaka! Nie ma sprawy, już cię dodałam. Mam nadzieję, że spodobają ci się jeszcze inne opowiadania :)

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Date: 2008-04-21 12:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hououkishou.livejournal.com
If its not too much trouble could you add me so I could read all of your Loveless fics?
My birthdate is 03/03/88
Thank you!

Date: 2008-04-21 06:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sure thing! You are added, please enjoy :)

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Friend me please

Date: 2008-05-21 05:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darkheart1971.livejournal.com
I absolutely luv your fics. Can't wait for the next installment of Weapon. Please friend me. My DOB is 12.01.71.



Re: Friend me please

Date: 2008-05-25 06:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xantissa.livejournal.com
sorry it took me so long to respond. (was sick recently...)
sure thing, I will add you right this minute :) Thanks and enjoy!!!
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