xantissa | Archive: TV fandoms and older stories

Hi there, after so many years I am re-editing this post. I am leaving the links to the old stories posted here as they are, but am adding the most important information - where my main archive lives.

Archive Of Our Own - Ao3 fics are here

My Tumblr Page is here, as long as it lasts

and i can be reached on twitter here, but that's not my preferred space.

SUPERNATURAL ( written between 2006 -2008)

Sins and Desires series :
it's pure and simple p0rn. As much kink as I could possibly sqeeze into it.
pairing: John/Dean/Sam and any variation of those three
Rating: heavy NC-17

Taking Orders: “The air is hot and heavy and he feels lightheaded, like there’s not enough air in the room. His eyes sting, too dry to be kept open this long, but he is afraid to blink, afraid to even breath deeper. Afraid he’s going to loose this sight, to miss something”

Keeping Secrets: “He pushes the door open a bit and looks inside. The sight makes his jaw drop. He’s not even watching the door, not noticing when they swing open. He can only stare at the scene in front of him. Totally transfixed. In equal parts disgusted and aroused.”

Out of Reach: Bobby always watched John’s younger boy. Because there was always something special about him. Something beautiful and seductive.

Adrenaline: John. Dean. After mission adrenaline.

Use me: It’s because

plutogirl10 requested a Dean/Sam fic with a pain kink and a dildo. I know it’s was supposed to be a Christmas gift but… I still hope you will like it.

Stand alone stories:

Forgive and Forget: There are things Sam will forgive, but there are things he won’t, too.
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17

In the dark: In the dark, you can see only the outline of his naked form, all hard muscles and soft skin. He is a man, a big and strong man and you are taken aback by it, because somehow, in your mind he was always so much smaller
Pairing: John/Dean
Rating: NC-17

Second Chances: Out of the whole Winchester family, John always expected Dean to be the one to accept the inevitable death, the loses their fight brought. He never expected Dean to fight like this. To turn for help to the very same powers he fought before. But it seemed, John didn’t know a whole lot about his sons…
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
1 2

Weapon of Choice: A case turning out to be a set up. Sam taken away from him. An enemy he can’t identify. Father that struggles to understand. Dean, alone, fighting to save his brother from power no one can really understand.
Sam/Dean, lots of OC
Rating: NC-17
Book I:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14a 14b 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22
Book II:
Interlude 23 24 25 26 27 28 (Work In Progress)

CRIMINAL MINDS             (written 2007)

Trust me: We all have our demons. Some we wear on our faces, some we hide inside.
Jason Gideon / Dr. Spencer Reid, rating NC-17

CSI: Las Vegas      (written in 2005)

Unbound: sometimes when the night gets too dark, and world too cruel, even Gil Grissom has to let go.
Pairing: Gil Grisson/Kick Stokes, NC-17, Warnings: rough sex, slight BDSM and d/s themes.

Unfullfilled: The aftermath of a night of comforting passion, and pain that didn’t really go away.
Paring: Gil Grisson/Kick Stokes, NC-17, Warnings: rough sex, slight BDSM and d/s themes. Sequel to Unbound

VAN HELSING                (movie, written 2005)

Full moon rising: During they way back to Rome, Carl learns that there is much more to Van Helsing that meets the eye. And learns things that are better unsaid… PWP,
Pairing: Gabriel/Carl, NC-17, in progress
Part 1, Part 2    Work in progress

ANDROMEDA           (written in 2005)

Misled: Dylan teaches Tyr the chain of command and Harper gets and eyeful. PWP.
Pairing: Dylan/Tyr, Harper, NC-17

Out of Time: Sometimes it's only the silence of the night that makes him do it. Other times it's only the naked need that drives him out of his quarters.
Pairing: Dylan/Tyr, NC-17

The Change series:

The Change of Things: Dylan can no longer stand silently by and watch Rhade grieve.
Pairing Dylan/T. Rhade, PG-13

The Change Of Mind: Sequel to “The Change Of Things.” Rhade isn’t the only one who doesn’t have anything to lose.
Pairing: Dylan/T.Rhade, mild R

The Change of Heart: follow up to the two above. "And although I know I should hate you, I can’t! It only makes me hate myself more"
Pairing: Dylan/T.Rhade, PG-15

STARGATE SG-1              (tv-show, written in early 2005)

Fear series:
Paring: Jack/Daniel

Fear of Light: He comes to me only in darkness… Warnings: slight s/m, NC-17

Fear of Darkness: I haunted his office, the corridors in a barely recognizable hope to see him, meet him, find anything that would remind me of him. But every scrap of memory, every room that I remembered him there, every echo of conversation long past, made me only realize so much more clearly that I needed him. R

Fear of Fire: I hated him for his cruelness, craved him like a drug, feared the ease with which he made me feel, the way only he could take me there to that place where the colors were sharp and my body alive with need… R

HIGHLANDER       (tv-shows, written 2004/2005 )

Bed of Thorns: Methos is forced to take a Challenge, that leaves him in a strange state of mind and darkness threatens to overwhelm him. Is Duncan able to help? Is he even going to try, especially since the friendship they once shared, doesn't exist anymore? And maybe there is something more between them?
Pairing: Duncan/Methos, NC-17, Warnings: violence, memory of torture and rape, self mutilation.
Chapters: Prologue, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18-19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, Epilogue.

Underneath the Thorns

LORD OF THE RINGS           (written somewhere around 2005)

Give into Me: There is something amiss with Elrohir and Elladan. Erestor is worried and asks his close friend to help the twins. Legolas does it, in his own wicked way. A great BDSM saga that was supposed to be a one-shot. NC-17, before the movie
Warnings: BDSM, D/s themes (slight), angst, incest.
Pairings: final: Elrohir/Elladan/Legolas; Erestor/Lindir. Other during the story: Elrohir/Legolas, Elrohir/Elladan, Erestor/Legolas/Lindir.
Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4 ,5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14       (work in progress)

CROSSOVERS: X-men/Angel      (written in       )

Souls on Fire: When Angel met an extremely sexy stranger in the nite club one night, he never suspected the auburn haired Cajun would change his life so drastically.
Pairing: Angel/Remy, Angel/Soike, Remy/Logan
Chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22 (work in progress)

X-MEN                 (movies/anime written 1999-2004) geh I was a kid then so forgive me the quality!

Bitter-sweet coffee: He just doesn’t feel like sleeping…
Pairing: Logan/Remy, Rating PG-13

Underneath the Lies: Logan is a secret agent for the FBI gathering evidence against the mob. Remy is a spy hired by gangsters to become Logan's lover and spy on him. However, things go a little different than planned. There is not much action, just romance. Well kind of.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, Rating: NC-17, AU
Part 1 Part 2

The Gift: Logan fulfills Remy’s fantasies. Warnings: graphic m/m sex. D/s themes. BDSM. Logan as a sub. My first foray into this theme. Pairing: Logan/Remy, NC-17.

What friends are for: Logan has a plan how to help certain depressed teammate. Oh boy!
Pairing: Logan/Remy LeBeau/Robert Drake NC-17, threesome

Lost in you: regret. Logan watching over a hurt Remy.
This fic is a prequel to my crossover story: Souls on Fire.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, PG-13

Watching: Logan is a limo driver of a high class, male prostitute. Every night he watches his beautiful boss in the rearview mirror. Warning: AU, violence, smut
Pairing: Logan/Remy, NC-17
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Epilogue

Bring me back to life: Remy, estranged from the x-men fater the Trial, stumbles upon someone interesting. Pairing: Bobby/Logan; Remy/Bobby later Remy/Logan, NC-17, AU
Chapters: 1-3, 4   dropped

Tell me: Unofficial continuation to “The Dance” by Mac O’Roni. Remy died due to injuries suffered during one of the x-men missions. Now, six months later a young man that looks incredibly like him shows up on the Mansion footstep.
Pairing: Logan/Remy, PG-13, AU
Chapters: Prologue, 1 dropped

Making a Choice: Logan and Remy are sent on a mission together. Things happen, and Gambits past catches up with him. Warnings: rape, AU, violence. The usuall
Pairing: Logan/Remy
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5      (it was my first fic, oh my god...)

Black Roses series
Logan/Remy, NC-17 for all

When the madness stops: Two men that don’t want to face their desires and a sleepless strange night.

Black Roses: Logan comes back from his month long absence willing to make things work with Remy but one can't hurt the Cajun and go unpunished.

Turn Around: You can forgive, but can you forget?

fandoms yet to be put up:

SENTINEL

The devil within